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 ouh hey! Hi world! My name is Jasmene && on 10/27 I'll be blowing out 21 candles. I'm a junior in college somewhere in the south. My major is mass communications with a minor in spanish. I'm dreamer && a realist. I love fashion, music, && Perez Hilton is my favorite. I'm so opinionated, but I'm always opened minded. I live my life to the fullest && I do what makes me happy.
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| What is up with everyone trying to pretend like they just stepped out of an episode of The Hills or The City? I am sooo sick of these girls on campus acting like they live the same lives as Lauren Conrad and Whitney Port. BITCH you live in fucking NORTH CAROLINA! Not exactly the fashion capital of the world. I've been called boujee a few times, but I definitely don't pretend to be something I'm not. These girls kill me thinking they are "ballin" because they bought a $50 outfit from Forever 21 and carry their fake Louis Vuitton bags straight off of Canal Street in New York. Like seriously though, get a life. Preferably your own, and stop living vicariously through these fake celebrities you see on MTV.
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| ....And that shit blows the hell out of me! I was just sitting in my room with my roommate and we were looking at people's Facebook pages, and I swear, we could not make it through four dude's pages without one of them having a video on their page of them freestyling. And 9 times out of 10 they could not rap worth shit! What is the big deal about being a rapper? Like, it's ridiculous. And then they be rapping about stupid shit like, "I got my Nike socks and flip flops!" lmaooo. WTF? Get out of here with that mess already! Ughhh.
In other news, I am still on the hunt for one more dress for my birthday. I found one today at Ross for $10.99 && got the cutest little purse to go with it. It's not exactly what I had in mind, but my friend said it's perfect for the surprise because it's a casual, sexy dress and not a glam dress that I want for the party at the club. But either way, I still like it, and it was still only $10.99, so you can't beat that.
Anyways, it's Saturday and my boyfriend is working this weekend. And next weekend. So I won't see him until the weekend before my birthday which sucks. Even though he's only an hour & a half away, it seems like we never get to see each other and it sucks. His grandmother told me that I HAVE to come spend Thanksgiving with them, no questions asked. Haha. I thought that was hilarious. That's all I really have to say for now. Lataaaa.
xoxo.
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| Today was another good day. I believe I did really well on the oral part of my Spanish exam. It wasn't as difficult as I thought it would be. I could have done without all the people in the background complaining, but whatever. Can't have it all I guess.
Soo, after posting the two dresses I orginially wanted to buy for my birthday, I ended up finding two more that I like way more, and are way cheaper. They're both only $18.99, so I mean, you can't really beat that. I'll take cheap and fabulous over too much & okay any day.
C seems to be tripping for whatever reason today. I don't really care, I have other things to worry about other than him and whatever his problem is. I don't really have that much to say today (surprisingly). I just wanted to put up a quick update. Hasta luego.
xoxo.
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| After stressing much of the time yesterday about how I was possibly going to get through today; it actually turned out to be much better than I originally thought. I got everything done that I needed to get done, I aced my Studio Production midterm, and I actually had time to spare because my last class of the day was canceled. Actually it's canceled all week. My professor's mother-in-law passed away, so he won't be in all week. And I actually have him on Tuesday's and Thursday's as well for another class, so I won't have to see his face every day this week, which is fabulous! I feel bad for being happy, considering the circumstances and all, but at the same time it is what it is.
One of my good friends just found out she got a job today. Yayyy for her. She's been complaining forever about not having a job or having money to do this or do that, so I'm glad. Maybe now she won't be in such a bad mood all the time. I have to say life would be a little easier for me too if I could get a job. I really want one. But the with the semester halfway over I kinda don't see the point now. By the time I apply, and actually start working somewhere, I'll have to go home for winter break, so like I said, pointless.
Anywho, in other news, I found two potential dresses for my birthday festivities:
   
Nothing spectacular, but cute nonetheless. I'm still not sure which one I want to wear to which event. My *21st* birthday is on a Tuesday, October 27, which is the same week as my school's homecoming, so there's a lot of events going on. Thursday my friends are planning some sort of surprise thing for me. They won't tell me what it is (obviously, it's a surprise && I hate surprises) but they told me I needed to dress up, so I figure one of these dresses should work. Friday night we're going to a party at a club and I'm leaning more toward the first dress for that event. With some black tights, my black booties and a cute clutch, I think it could work. I'm not really sure yet. I've been disappointed at the lack of stores that sale cute and affordable dresses for plus size women. I mean I love Torrid, but I don't want to have to pay over $60 every time I want to find a cute dress. And Forever 21 has some really cute dresses but their "plus size" line Faith 21 only goes up to a size 16. Umm, I don't really consider that plus size, apparently some people do, but whatever. Either way, whether I'm rocking those dresses or a black trash bag, I'm still going to be fierce, fabulous, and beautiful. That's it for now. More whenever.
xoxo.
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| Ahhhh. I really should be sleep right now. I have a midterm at 9:00 in the morning and yet here I am;; typing on this blog. With so many things on my mind, it's hard for me to lay down and close my eyes and just try to to simply sleep. Lately I've been thinking a lot about my ex...we'll call him E. We were together for two and a half years, my longest relationship to date. Our relationship was interesting, considering that the whole time it was long distance. Me in North Carolina and him in New York. We made it work the best we could, but I guess eventually us breaking up was bound to happen.We've been broken up since last December, and even though I've been with my new boyfriend for the past two months, I can't stop thinking about him. I consider E to still be one of my really good friends. I know I can talk to him about anything and get his honest opinion about things. But lately all I've been thinking about is how much I miss him;; which is sad considering I'm in a relationship now with a really great guy..let's call him C. C and I have a lot in common. He's 7 years older than me, and he's so mature. Nothing like the guys I come across on a daily basis on this college campus. I think that's what attracted me to him in the beginning. He was has everything together. He's got a job, his own car, his own place. NO KIDS! And super sexy, mixed with black && Puerto Rican. Ohhemgee. He seems perfect, and I should be happy because he's super attentive to my needs and what I want and what I like. But I find myself comparing him to my ex all the time. My friends say that's normal because me and E were together for so long. But I thought I had gotten over him. I had spent the months while we were broken up focusing on me and school and just busying myself with whatever. And once I met C, E started slowly making his way back into my life. He's so hard to read. He has that Brooklyn mentality where he could really give a fuck less about anything, so I never really know what he's thinking. I would love it if he could just be up front and real with me. But I'm not sure if he ever will. Ugh. Maybe I just won't worry about it....but I know I will. And that's what's so annoying. Hmph. I have a busy day tomorrow so I'm going to bed. Night.
xoxo.
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